ghost_azalea

I’m finally doing it.

I’m finally starting my affirmations journey- I mean I’ve been a witch and manifested things for years and it kind of works but after a while they started to get blocked -.-

I’m guessing it’s because I do a lot of Shadow Work but I never really had anything positive to balance it out.

I want to find who I truly am now I’m older; my authentic self. But that can only really come when the bullshit is cleared out of the way. To be honest, I’ve been trying to rewire my brain for years but I think it’s actually time to get serious now. To get better control over my energy. Not in like a false positivity, spiritual bypassing way, but to ground myself in a more mature, assured sense of positivity while still holding space for acknowledging the bad.

It just won’t have the hold it once did.

Let’s be honest, the things I have held onto as “oh so important”- I probably won’t even *think* about five years from now. And tbh despite how bad things have been, I’m at the point where I’m just ready to bin the old story as this timeline has well and truly worn itself out now. Even when I’m sad/angry, it’s just not having the same hit like it used to kinda like I’m getting fed up with it lol

So yeah, onto attracting farrr better for myself!